It has been many, many years since I last posted here. I see that I need to redo it because the main graphics have since disappeared. They got lost somewhere in the vast Internet. I started reading my previous posts & slowly remembering my past. Everything that was going on in my life so long ago. Since then, I occasionally see 'Calc Man'. I last saw 'Nuclear Man' last August when we helped move a friend from her ex-boyfriend's place to another. Haven't seen much of him since the many years ago. 'APAC Man' is not APAC anymore. He switched to 'Sprint'. Used to see him but I probably haven't seen him in over a year now. Just earlier this year, I got divorced & have since found a new girlfriend.

I have continued to work 2 jobs since I last posted. I have managed to leave my father's tool & die shop and I am now working in my computer field of expertise. I was thinking about some of my past & about my future. I felt a little bit like writing & came back to my site. Looked through the site; reminisced a little bit by reading my old posts & finding links to a few other pages that I haven't been to in years. A lot of it is a 'blast from the past'.

I want to write but at the same time; I want to go to sleep. Feeling very torn about what I want to do. Especially when it's 3:08am and I SHOULD be sleeping! Well, lets try to get a little bit of anything written down before I crash for the night. The year has been a lot of ups & downs. Mostly downs but there are always a few ups. I catch myself when I get into a depressive state. I always find myself driving towards it; then I do my best to pull myself away from it. It is so very, very easy to become depressed. Things have been going better thou. I think the divorce definitively helped & things were going good with the new girlfriend. I am going to head to bed. I will see about getting back here & do up a timeline of past event leading up to the present.