Well, I believe that the correct answer is more like "not me". When I go to bed, I go to bed alone.

Well, been a little while since I last wrote. SO many things I want to write about but I think it best to not talk about them here. I'm feeling run down and tired again. I just don't have any ability to recharge. I get drained physically by working so much. Working full time for my dad, doing deliveries on the weekend, and taking written comm at wtc (formerly wwtc). Being around the house has been basicly an emotional drain. I feel that all I do is give out energy and I have no source to get it back. No one that I can feed off of. I get drained, I get grouchy, and everyone then thinks that I'm mad at them. In a sense, I am. I've been in a situation since the begining of July and possibly earlier and it's been nothing but a drain on me. People have become selfish about things and I really don't have any ability to give, which makes it harder for me to win this battle. The other side has plenty of energy to use. I'm the only one that works 7 days a week, with no breaks. I work 40+ hours; not including school time and homework. I just want it to end, I want everything to end!!! I keep thinking of simply running away from everything and trying to start over. Start a new life from scratch. Would that be as difficult as being where I am now? I'm going to go at try to figure out a way to recharge, or at least, get away from everything for a bit.