Well, wife made dinner. It was a chicken & pasta dish. It tasted very good and tasted like more. I'm still a little hungry but I'll raid the fridge after a while. I've been sitting here thinking about what I am feeling with all that is playing out around me. I'm feeling jealous and unloved. Wife has been spending all her time with the rommie. Today, wife said they left about 2. They stopped at Perkins around 3:30-4:00ish. They had stopped at the grocery store, Sams club, and I think they stopped at blockbuster. Stopped for gas on the way home. They made it back at 7.

I want to go do something, anything at all, but I don't have anyone to go do anything with. APAC man hasn't been to visit in over a month or 2 and I can't see him because he's working the late shift of like 2pm to 11pm; or something like that. Sitting at my computer, bored out of my mind, and no where to go. I feel trapped. The rommie plays games in the living room, wife watches; or they watch a movie. I have only been asked to do one thing with them, that was to go get chinese with them last Wed. If they start a movie, they could ask if I've like to watch but nope, doesn't happin. After thinking about it, if it did happen, would I want to join them? I just want to escape this madness.