Well, Today seemed like a crappy day. Got to bed really late from playing some BF2 with Gareth from work. Woke up to feed the cats and then went back to sleep. Woke up around noon, hopped onto WoW for a bit while I had windows installing on a computer repair. Did patching & such while playing WoW. I was doing this one area that I need a few quests completed but I can't find anyone to help me finish those quests, we always end up doing the other quests that everyone else has and I never get mine done. It was getting close to work and so I left there, took the computer back to the owner, and went to work.

Work was crappy. I've been told that I am supposedly the 2nd slowest closer in the store. #1 is Dan. And I was finding out about that the other guy doesn't like me because he thinks I'm too slow. I try to do all my work and to do it well. If I'm not out on delivery, I'm usually doing dishwashing/stacking. I try to keep at it from start of shift to end of shift. Most of the other drivers have a tendincy to sort of do dishes but don't try to do much until about 1 hour to 1/2 hour before close and then try to rush all the dishes thru the wash. A lot of times the dishes aren't clean. There are bits of sauce & pizza dough still on the pans. I try to keep at washing and I try to make sure they are clean which is obviously making me a little bit slower then they are. I'm keeping at the dishes but they slack off and I'm the bad one.

Well, we have a roomate as of Monday (4-24th). He's using our back porch, we had it set up as a guest bedroom. I think he's from PA. He likes playing RTS so that's a plus.

Well, I tracked down that peeing problem. Last Sunday, I caught Fuji peeing on a cubboard door, I gave hit a smack to stop doing it. Later that day I caught him peeing on the curtain in the living room. So I grabbed him and locked him onto the back porch to keep him isolated while I try to figure out what to do with him. Boy did he hate being locked up back there; now that he's use to being in the house and able to tolerate and be tolerated by our other 2 cats. I had left for a while and when I came back he had managed to get out of the back room. We had a large fan blocking the window from the porch into the computer room. He managed to pull the fan out of the window frame and it crashed to the floor. I had found him laying in bed with the other 2 cats. I also put a litter box up in the dining room to help if that was the problem. Since then he has not pee-ed anywhere upstairs. I think he's still doing it in a spot down stairs but I haven't been able to smell pee in the upper part of the house now. Locking him on the back proch seemed to convince him not to do it. It might still work out.

Well, we've had Fuji since 2/26 now. It's geeting fustrating because One of the cats has been peeing all over the place. Would love any suggestions if anyone knows how to break the habit of peeing all over. I suspect that it's Promie and he is neutered.

Going to be seeing "Whose line is it anyways?" tonight. Hope it will be good. Colin Mochrie & Brad Sherwood will be there. I think we have seats near the very front. It should be good. I always loved watching it on tv.

Well, life's got me down a bit right now. Been having some issues at home and I really don't know how to deal with them. I wish I could maybe talk with someone to help me out but there is no one that I really trust to talk with. And there are many people that I don't want in this conversation. If they heard anything about it, all they would do is try to take over the situation, try to correct it themselves. They wouldn't shut up how to deal with it and basicly none of it would of any help.

There are always 2 sides of every story. That fact causes a lot of problems for many people. Many of us fail to fully understand and to know about the other side of the story. For the last few years, I feel that I have been simply rolling along in neutral. Not having it in drive to go forwards, just simply letting gravity pull me down the hill. Then all of a sudden the car hit a big stone in the road and everything came to a screeching halt. I've been living the last few years simply week by week. Just looking at getting past the week.

Now that I've hit that big stone in the road, I don't know what to do now. I wish I had some friends to talk to but I don't. I've put too much energy into trying to keep friends and finding friends. I'm just too tired to go out of my way for people and none of them doing it for me. No one calls me up to say are you doing anything, want to go do this? Apac Man does try to make a little bit of time for me but that's it. Nobody seems to really care about me. No one really willing to talk with me or spent time with me.

Sometimes I just start to wonder why I bother with life? Marvin is my hero!