I think I hit a nerve or something. I seemed to stir things up without really trying. The bookmark thing was just something I had noticed and decided to just mention. The last we spoke around August, I felt that you hated me and I was surprised that it had appeared.

As to everything else, sorry if I'm sounding like making people seem cold. It was all about me feeling like I'm getting a cold shoulder. That was my interpretation of things but I cannot say how everyone else interprets what I write. I write what I want and everyone else can interpret it any way they feel. I can't stop anyone from doing that. I think most of what I write will some how be turned against me by people. They usually do. I think that people have a hard time telling me the truth sometimes. Like when I ask about why someone might be mad at me. I never seem to be able to get a straight answer. Just some vague answer. Like they are afraid tell me what they really are thinking about me. Why can't people just tell me that they hate me to my face. It would just make everything so much easier.