Saturday, June 26, 2004

It seems so odd that all I do is point out one thing and everyone gets upset at me. I could be much more evil about things with what I know. I haven't said many nice things but I don't think I've said any bad things. I have not been name calling or saying much behind people's backs. I really don't try to talk about it anymore. I've said my gripes and they have gotten no response. With the way everyone has been towards us, it makes it hard for me to want to spend any time with Chad. I know that things are not his fault, but seeing him puts me closer to where I'm trying to distance myself from. I was thrown out, so 'I'm moving out.'

I'm not saying that the overall choice was a bad one. I'm saying that it could have been done in a much better way than to hide in the bushes. You had the choice about how it was handled and I think that it was a poor one. The K's burned their side of the bridge and I'm tired of putting water on the fire.

Well, we got to spend some time with Jon last night. We went out for food and then came back to the house for an evening of gamecube. We had fun. Mickey asked to come down to Chapter II to see him. So after we dropped Jon off at home, we went down to the bar for about an hour and listened to Mickey talk all about his ex. Most of the time I just sat around and watched the drunks because I couldn't hear Micky over all the music. We where planning to drive up and see Chris today but when we didn't get to sleep until about 4am and then not wake up until 12. It didn't leave a lot of time to go and visit with Chris. Maybe we'll drive up there tomorrow to go visit him.

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