I remember the 3-20 & 3-21 very well. I was very angry that night. And now with more knowledge about that time, really only makes me more angry. I've been trying to keep my anger out of everything. But that is the reason of this page, trying to get other people to understand the way I feel and they have yet to understand anything! I do realize that those mentioned don't have anything against me, but you have not taken into account one person. ME! Your parent admitted to the fact that she had told us to stay out of your family to protect you! I can't say that made me feel very good when the family that I called my second family kicked me out. I have only been back a few times since then and I can't say that I feel very welcome to go there. So, we're both equally tearing the bridge down. You say that I was your friend but the only time we had a nice long talk was that one night. Never before have you talked with me like that and never asked to do it after it. I told my wife all about it and then you where upset with me. I sensed something that night, which you half deny.

As for being honest... When we where coming home on the 20th, you never mentioned that you where dating Tim, which date is supposedly the 18th. On the trip home, you only said that you did not know what you wanted at the time. And as the outcome of the yelling, was you & James breaking up on that trip home. But U & Tim say it was the 18th??? Logic would say that you would have broken up with James on or before the 18th then! I don't want to mention James B-Day present. Also, if you where dating Tim at the time, why did you allow James to be all over you at the hotel? Why did you need to hide talking to Tim on that trip? You said it was so that we would not get upset with you. We were all doing just fine up until the rides. Then you seemed to need to look at your phone more & more often until you no longer seemed to put it down. And the more you kept looking at the phone, the more we knew something was up. Are you so incapable of going a whole day away from someone and to spend time with the one's you are with? It was only one day for crying out loud!

Was there no deception going on? I wasn't in your shoes, but I think I can see them pretty well from where I am standing! So I don't know anything about you... Should I mention anything about when you started to wear sweat pants to bed instead of wearing long shirts to bed? I'm sure you would doubt my ability to understand your relationship with Larry.

What was the other side of the situation? I would love to hear all about it. What don't I know or understand? Do I have any of my facts incorrect? I'd appreciate any corrections. I try not to be incorrect with my facts. The last time I was wrong was because I was only hearing lying Paul's side. Not that you where likely to tell me what you where doing or feeling at that time. I must only know James' side? Has James been lying to me? Will you tell me your side of it? What more is there that I don't know? You say there is more, so what am I missing?