It sometimes hurts to know the truth to what where just guesses and that those guesses where correct. There hasn't been many times that I have been wrong on my guesses. Only on the trivial stuff with my wife am I about 50% right. I wonder why I do the things I do. I have a friend who has been having problems lately & in the past. Someone who I have cared very deeply for since probably HS. I just hate to see her suffer and for there to be almost nothing I can do to help. So much pain, suffering, & confusion. I stick around to be as much help as I can, for if she asks for help. I would love to write pages upon pages, but they would all be filled with hurt & pain. And that I won't be writing it here, because I don't want others to feel the pains that I feel and I don't want to make there be more pains for them. I can only hope that the sun will shine from behind all of these storm clouds.