Lunch Time! I can't wait for school to be done on the 18th. I will then be able to sit back and try to relax for a little while until the spring semester. Everyone's lives seem to be in disarray as the Christmas time approaches. I was told some answers to my questions in my last entry. Today while thinking, I have been enlightened by those answers as to that I understand myself a bit more as to how I was feeling and that I didn't realize my overall reasons. With how life has taken the puzzle, which we call our lives, and has shaken up those pieces and now we all are trying to put the puzzle back together. The underlying problem that I wrote above is wanting to know how others view us. Whether people like us or don't like us. Whether they want to spent time with us or not to spent time with us. One doesn't often get told that you are somewhat important part of their lives. I think that every once in a while, people need to hear it from those around them and to also tell those around them. I want to say that I am sorry for my above entry. I was too angry when I decided to write it but it was something I felt that I needed to say at the time. Only now do I understand it & myself better. Better late than never. I can only hope that it's not too little, too late. People are always looking to be accepted by others and when it doesn't happen much, good old depression steps in. Well, I would like to write more but I have to get back to work. Later.