Done with work and getting ready to head out to school. At work I continued to think. I never seem to have anything better to do at work. I was thinking about how it seems a bit like this: one person is saying apple, another saying banana, a third saying orange while they are actually talking about pineapples. I think that Beth & I should just enter into a hibernation like state until such time that someone wakes us up. We seem to get into people's way. We seem to hurt people's feelings. Also, people seem to be scared of Beth and run. I think that's why the guys stopped wanting to see us. The last time they where around, Beth was pissed, and I believe they ran because they are scared of her. They won't admit it. They claim it's because of some personality mismatch or something like that. Beth doesn't get mad all the time, and when she is upset, she usually has a good reason for it.

The other thing that I am pondering is what people are looking for. As we all proceed in this endeavor to "find ourselves," we need to think of what we want. Myself, I'm looking for friends that I can spend time with. One that will play video games, board games, go to a movie, or go bowling, etc. I liked the past when I could go spend time playing games on the weekends. I don't have anyone around to do that with anymore. I would love for me to have friends that would call up & say "How about coming over for a game of settlers tonight?". I'm trying to make a few new friends, but it seems slow and difficult. I need to figure out ways to find some new friends. New places to find some. Night school hasn't been that successful for me. I just need to have faith and hope they will come. Well, I'm off to school. Later.