All is quiet on the blog front. No one is writing much, but everyone keeps looking. Just seems odd that everyone is concerned about the others but don't say anything about it. There are lots of things I could write but I'm choosing to be very selective & stay within my little protective shell. My life is always 2 sided. The one I let people see, and the one inside; like I have explained before. I think everyone just wants peace. Maybe goodwill on earth, too. We don't want people upset with us. I don't want people to think that me or my wife writing in our blogs on how we are feeling means that we are trying to slander or throw mud at people. Yes, we have our own problems. Everyone has problems. Everyone has flaws, too. And I messed up on that one. I need to remind myself that I should not trust a person fully unless you know that person's flaws. All the things I want to say, but the fact that they would probably not be taken the same way as they where meant. We aren't out to try and get people angry. We're just wishing we had the answers to our unanswered questions. All the gray & fuzzy areas that never get filled. I always recommend to others, if there is anything you want to know, just ask. I think that if you start to care too much for people, they start hating you because of it. And also that you start spending too much time over how everyone thinks about you that you lose track of yourself. Everyone wants acceptance but it never comes and probably never will.

I love this time of year because of all the presents I usually get at Christmas. What I don't like is that we're usually broke this time of year. It's nice to have a brother as a landlord. He's more lenient if your rent is late for the month. Seeing most of our rent money went into new tires for the car. Having almost bald tires for winter time is a very bad thing. Been spending some time this weekend playing Mariokart - double dash, and Marioparty 5. I borrowed them from my sister. They aren't that bad. Other than that, I did nothing this weekend. Oh yeah, went and saw the Rotory Lights with the live nativity scene. Wasn't bad. Not much else to say right now. Later.